Indecisiveness ...  Is that a word?  

That is how I feel, I can't make a distinctive decision for the life of me.  Most days I hate people and the way they rip apart my things only to try to figure out how to make them, or to take pictures so they can try to go online to get the cheaper... but today I have had some really good people in, people that truly LOVE this store.  They make me feel like it is all worth it.... but they will not be here all the time in this world... so do I leave or do I stay...  do I look to be happy again or do I fall into this bad place I am in and continue to have bad feelings towards people and this environment that I use to love but sometimes now despise...  Wow, this is a lot of thought for today, these thoughts almost exhaust me.  I wonder if other small business owners feel this way or if there lives are filled with rainbows and puppies.  Any thoughts out there from the peanut gallery?  And yes I know I am setting myself up here...